Knocking on Jesus’s Door

hi Jesus i’m suppose to be “joyful” the church people tell me — i smile to make them think i am joyful but you/ and i/ know better … it’s all about the feeling of not achieving the things i have always wanted/ it’s not about lack of food or money/ i don’t remember theContinue reading “Knocking on Jesus’s Door”

Waiting for time take me for a ride

do you ever feel like this “i’ve done what I can do — now i will wait it out i’ve done it all desire for trips/ gone desire to write books/gone desire to eat out/gone i want to be left alone/ to be a recluse i like music if i can understand words don’t wantContinue reading “Waiting for time take me for a ride”

Let me try . . . to make you feel good!

I’m at an age where I’ve gone through so much (that is not all good) so many people have disappointed me i don’t blame them they are human aren’t they? and humans are this way– they make mistakes, some are greedy some are out only for themselves they just don’t know — as years passContinue reading “Let me try . . . to make you feel good!”

I won for a few years

it was when I self-published my book When Twilight Begins poems flowed i’d carry a notebook — poems flowed while walking or sitting in a sports bar or sitting on my apartment couch ////// more books published, maybe 2 a year sold in bookstores — waldenbooks, dalton booksellers, barnes & noble, borders books-a-million & giftContinue reading “I won for a few years”